Were we lovers or were we stranger...
My plan was to forgive and forget ;
Forgive myself for being so silly
;; and forget that you exited =)
T I N G

27th May'87. Gemini. Sensitive &soft-hearted. Roller coaster mood I've got. White chocolates and strawberries and vanilla and nuts makes my day ; yet ;; I am crazy over diet.

READS ;;
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
7:15:00 PM

Yes la~!

Papa tio 4D, FIRST PRIZE!!

JURONG BRUNCH - KOK KEE WANTON MEE STALL UNIT!

#01-14!

Hong Lai Lai~

Huat ar~!




Saturday, August 8, 2009
4:07:00 PM

Her reply ::

i did not purposely put aeroplane to u or ur family....i did not have the transport down to ur place so i asked my bf to go pick her instead.....when did i say i no need to work....i wanna work but my family cannot hire maid for me and i do not meeet their criteria....how else can i go work....*think......yes i have not been contacting u....but we belong to two different worlds....i do not have the money to go and eat with u and shop like u can with ur other girlfrends....i have not been going out to enjoy except following my bf to redhill market and slack.....almost everyday i have to bring the kids down with me also....ya i deserve to be looking after my kids but there are times when i really needed help so i can go work...i do not have a single cent left...wat can i do....how else but to thicken my skin and ask u.....fcuk leon...i dun care wat or how good terms u are with him.....i dun wish to know....

i told leon before that i can still be frends with him...even my bf says so...but why is it that he has to tell u everything that i am doing...u know i never like the whole world to be knowing my things ...how u like it if someone keeps telling me ur things...where u go...wat u do...aniways...i know u do alot for me...i know i owe u big time....this is why i dun wanna quarrel....yes...fuck my swearing and lies....tell me u never did lie to me.i know u and leon just wanna make things ugly between me and my mother...i really dun care....cuz now i got my mother help or not no differnce...ya i changed...i wanna change to be a person whom u will never look down upon....the same as wat u say to me....say watever u want...for u ad i are the only person who knows wat is going on....if u have any more things that u are not happy about me...come straight to me....if u think i am not worthy to be ur frend....

i only can say...sorry i am not as rich as ur frends...i do not have the money go out and have fun with u...sorry i do not have a support from family like them...neither do i have a husband to take care of me...thus making u so worried about us...especially the kids...dun worry...my kids comes before anyone....my boyfrend knows that very well...just to add on....i called leon early in the morning and i was having bad hangovers becuz i very long never drink that much le..so when my bf left he took his phone back le...i called him in the morning just to ask if he could help me pick ariel cuz i cannot..not important anymore....yar...u tired and sick of me and my stuffs...ok...understand...i will get out of ur life either...thanks again for ur help....but i did not know all these help cost so much...for ur info i not using any phone right now unless i with my bf....and i called leon back using my dads phone...cuz my bf told me about it and i was wondering why he had to report to u...again.

all these explanation and my point of say is coming to no end when the gap between us is here already...and i do not know wat the hell she told ...but she do not know anything...i am the bad guy i am the evil one...i am the liar...i am the bitch....cheers to me....happy...take care....




My reply ::

PP1 - Surpise surprise surpiese~ to see P1 and P3 was deleted by you.. *wonders.

I am shocked.. shocked that you can come up with such excuse that you got drunk when you're at work.. hello Val.. since you know the next morning you've to pick Ariel.. why still drink so much? It it not an reason to excuse yourself, you know? & since you said, you have hangover and you called Leon to see if he is able to pick Ariel.. then again, why did not return call and tell me, so that I can let my Father know instead of getting him rushing back to look after Ariel? Then again, can you explain why you did not even call back at 12+PM when you're online? Hmm.. no phone with you? Or what this time round? Give me something fresh, love.

PP2 - "i know u and leon just wanna make things ugly between me and my mother...i really dun care....cuz now i got my mother help or not no differnce..."

Can I ask, when you are typing this.. are you typing with your brain or not? Ask yourself.. whenever you complained about your Mother blahblahblah, did I ever encorage you or not? Did I even asked you to "forgive" your Mother about the past and all? Thanks.. really thank you for letting me know, by helping and all.. I am such a relationship-spoiler.

Before you think that Leon and me are in good terms.. I would love to let you now, I am thankful that we're both in tlaking term.. at the very least.. I know what you had been talking about me and all. Yes, same goes to me and blah.. then again.. if you're to ask.. if I've ever backstab you, I will say.. no.. I never.. cos what I said was nothing but the facts about you. If this consider as backstab, then sorry ya!

PP3 - "but we belong to two different worlds....i do not have the money to go and eat with u and shop like u can with ur other girlfrends...."

You wanna make me cry or what? Then tell me.. tell me that you've been very "wei qu" for being my friend for the past going 3 years. Thank you for letting me know that.. a friendship does depends on money too. Now.. now I see the picture.

Like I've said.. since you did nothing wrong.. why must you say the same thing to both Leon and me.. "don't let AhTing/Leon know my thing." Up till now, I am still puzzeled. yes, I understand that you do not like people to know your thing.. then again.. why tell the both of us the same thing? Covering words or..?

PP4 - "ya i changed...i wanna change to be a person whom u will never look down upon...."

I guess.. you have been thinking that I've look down on you.. do rewind my memory.. when did I ever fcuking looked down on you? You might think I looked down on you.. but I've never once looked down on you. If you think people have been looking down on you.. sorry but to say this.. you desever it.. for all the thing you do.. you brought it upon yourself. There's a saying.. "nian shi ren jiao gei de.. mian zi shi zhi zi tui de".

PP5 - "if u have any more things that u are not happy about me...come straight to me....if u think i am not worthy to be ur frend.... i am the bad guy i am the evil one...i am the liar...i am the bitch....cheers to me....happy...take care...."

I would love to do that so.. =) and you really disgusted not just me but almost everyone who know you.. by saying how putiful you're and more. & oh, before you really wants to leave me alone once and for all.. I really think.. you should return me whatever I've borrowed you.. =) Be it money or phones or blah.

Yes, this is how fuck up I am now =) Hate me to the core? I welcome you! Cursing me? Hehe! What are you good at other than "chao sai" and cursing people?

To add some fuel to the fire here, remember this.. even if you've returned all.. you still own me big time. Qian yi ge ren de ren qing shi yong yuan huai bu wan de. You once told me this, too! =) Now, my turn to use back on you =D




Friday, August 7, 2009
7:47:00 PM

P1 - I am not gonna bother a single bit to what you've been saying about me, be it the past or now. Go on telling people how fcukedup, and crazy I am and blah. Anyway, tell me.. who do not know you're good in all these when you get angry at that particular person?

I am extremely disappointed this time round with you. You and your words, I will not gonna believe it again. Tell me.. why you did not call back when you supposed to? Why you lied? Why did you broke your promise to my Mother when you supposed to pick Ariel before 9AM? When I bombed your phone, you did not even pick up, fine, so you called Leon right after I called you.. but Leon did not pick up. (Can you now explain why you choose to call Leon but not return my call?) Never mind. Time up. My Father then rush back home just to look after Ariel. When I got back home at 2.30PM, I saw you stealing stuffs from My Barn Buddy Farm at 12+PM. By then, you're already awake, WHY DID YOU STILL DID NOT CALL BACK?

P2 - I thot you've "wake up".. your message.. sounds so sincere.. thus, I helped you once more.. not thinking much.. but only "requested" you to pick her the next morning as no one will be at home looking Ariel.. you said "okay, thanks alot for your help". You - on the other hand, also spoke to my Mother.. and said the same thing.. but when the time is up, you did not even pick her up, nor pick up anyones call.

Fine.

This is not the first time that you've "aeroplane" me and my family whenever you leave Ariel with me. This is not the firs time I've seen you so irresponsible. NOT THE FIRST TIME. But this time round, I blew up is because after many months of not contacting with one another.. I thot you've changed.. but damn I was wrong.. you're still you - still good in lying.

P3 - Fcuk you, Val. Stop saying you did not lie a single bit at all; all these while. You've been lying too much.. too much that you do not even know if you're lying or not. Do not use "I swear...", fuck with your swear, can?

Honestly, you're the very first girlfriend that I've helped so much.. so much.. that many times it is within my helps. I really thot you'll be appreciative to people whom at least care and helped you whenever you need help.

I realized.. I am only your friend when you need help or when you're trouble.
No more money? Ah Ting.
Need help to look after Ariel? Ah Ting.
Angry and wanted to scream? Ah Ting.
Vent anger? Ah Ting.
Cry? Ah Ting.
Everything also Ah Ting.
The bottom line is - There is no AhTing in your dictionary when you got enjoyment outside.

P4 - I am surprised that you told people that you've only own me about 1-2k. I was really surprised. No, I am not asking any money back from you, because I took it as, I am helping Ariel&Belle and not you. You know, I can be extremely fcukedup by asking back the money from you anytime.. but I choose not to, you should know the reason why. No?

I understand working can be really tired.. you always said you're tired and working hard for money for the 2 girls.. so you'll go and work whenever there is a call.. I then realized.. your job.. do not require you to work every night.. so by working one night.. already tired you out.. then again, I've never once heard from you that you are tired when you're outside the whole day.

P5 - I wanted to tell you something sometime back.. but I choose not to.. since now things have come to this way.. I rather blah it at all.. what's with "Aiya.. wo zhe zhong ren, na li xu yao zuo gong". Yes, I can see that it's joking, then again, please do not say such joke when you do not have the "neng li". Mei you zhe mo ta de tuo, jiu bu yao dai zhe mo da de mao zi. I was feeling real ashamed when she (if you remember you told who) told me what you've said. & oh.. when she asked you about me.. what's wiht "Aiya.. I don't know her la.."?? Acted like you've hated me ohso long. To laugh or to cry?

P6 - You said, you swear that you did not "make use of me" and blah. Let me tell you, I DO FEEL THAT YOU ARE MAKING USE OF ME. Why? Because you only contact me whenever you need help.. other than that.. there is no call, SMS or anything from you at all. In your blog, you blogged that you choose to "leave me alone".. can you tell me clearly what do you mean by "leave me alone"? Oh, you mean, by leaving me alone.. when you do not need help or what? Do correct me.

P7 - I am not making any fuss over here or anything or complaining that it is tired to look after Ariel or blah, you knew clearly well that, that is never a NO from me whenever you asked to look after Ariel. Never once did I reject you,no? I am extremely fuming mad at you. For all the things yo did this morning, by not picking my call/return my call and to pick Ariel when you're supposed to and have promised my Mother you will. Btw, Before you think I make complains to your Mother.. no, I did not.. I only called her and asked her to pick Ariel up.. but she's in Malaysia.

P8 - You said, things have been misunderstood between us and will find one day to clear them.. my then-dearest Sexeh... I choose not to clear anything and leave it this way. I cannot accept the facts that you've changed.. changed to someone I barely know anymore. It's sad.. sad that I might no longer able to see Ariel.. sad that I lost you.. you whom I trusted so much, and treated like my own family member. Now, I am done with all the tears flowing down for you.. for our friendship.. done with all the things I am supposed to do and help. It's more than a friend could do. Please do take good care of yourself and also especially the 2 girls. Please remember, your kids is most important than anyone else in the world. They are the only 2 who have the same blood flowing in you & no one else. You are still the very friend of mine that I've never stop worrying about.. & now.. it is the time for me.. for me to rest after these 3 years plus.

Goodbye.. Sexeh Val.




[-edited;; 8.37PM-]

P9 - I wondered what can you say.. you called up Leon.. and asked if he did told me about you called him this morning.. and then.. go on with "Why must always tell AhTing my thing.. I don't want her to know my thing". I remembered once.. you said the same thing to me too.. telling me not to tell Leon any single thing about you and blah. You then go on with "Don't believe what Leon say to you.. he always very good in lying, I already expteced he will say bad thing about me.. I only waiting what he can come up with..blahblahblah". If you did not do anything wrong.. why worry and bother so much? There is still so much stuffs you thot I do not know.. and with things you thot you can cover up well.. My girl.. you're wrong.. ohso wrong. I knew too much.. too much that I do not even want to confront you at all.. because I know very well that you will say nothing but only "I never/I don't know".




Tuesday, July 28, 2009
7:06:00 PM

It's been more than a month since I last updated..

Minus away all the unhappiness and heart wrenching scenes; am still pretty good.

Life now is all about work, no any extra time for any unnecessary stuffs.
(To me.. work is more fun than fun now)

All I just want to do now is take over the family business well with my Bro. It took me alot of time to really think it all over again.. thou I much know that, I am still young and shouldn't get tie down with the business.. but.. to me.. without this family business right from the start, I guess yours sincerely won't be here blogging at all. I wanna do my family proud. I wanna make it big. It's all about the matter of time.. Other than the family business, mobile line is still doing good.. glad that I always managed to hit my target every month.




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Had been pondering alot these while.. especially the past..

I see the changes in myself.. kinda scares me alot.. I am not talking about my appearance or the way I look.. but the behavior.. the past me and the current me.

It took me a while to study why I had became to what I am now..

In the past, I am freaking attitude, hot temper, short temper, definitely I've all the bad points..

Now.. I forget how to get angry when I am supposed to be angry.. I forget how to throw temper.. I forget how to react to so many stuffs.. all I do now is just keet it within myself, I show my anger by keeping quiet or sleeping. Most of the most, I only rant to a few close friends and then I am all fine again.. it is so not me.

BFF, SiLing, Pengsum and so many of my friends said I am not the AhTing they used to know. I do not know if it's a good or bad thing.. but I know.. I rather I am like that now, than the past.

It's kinda scary to see how a person words can change so fast; like a rocket.

What's worst is that, a person can said one lie after another to cover the first lie. If knowing that by lying still needs to carry on lying to cover, right from the beginning, why lie?

I cannot understand why does human being can never be honest. White lie is also LIE! Don't give me shit saying it's for whoever good or blah.

It's really disgusted me to see how a person can changed so fast.. oh wait.. changed to a better one, I will of cos be happy and proud, but hell no to changing to someone whom is soooo........................ great.. I cannot find any word to fit that person.

I am now that kinda type of girl who listen but doesn't believe..


..just as I was having the mood to share what is going on and blah.. I suddenly felt like so uneasy.. because having to type that person name right now.. really makes me pause. & I do not know if you're reading this or not, if you are.. then good, I do not care what the fcuk you are going to say about me anymore. Crazy women? YES, I AM! Oh wait.. before you really think you're ohso smart, please know that I ain't that stupid either. I just want you to know that.. all the SMS sent on April.. I know it's from you and not from the HP number owner :) The SMS typing way and the pattern is OHSO YOU!! I know you've been talking bad about me all these while.. tell me.. what do you earn by doing that? Other than making my reputation smelly and blahs. Then again.. can you really tell me what you really earns when none of them know me yet you still stab me until so happy? LOL! Stop thinking and behaving like the world own you a billion when all you do was just taking people for granted, telling everyone how fcukedup whoever is and blah. Is that all your life about? Not working and then to say how pitiful you are.. but yet.. you're having fun. Like so DUH, right! I realized.. I was really dumb to have believed yours words so much. & be proud that you're the very first one in my life that I will go "stop saying about the name" to people whom have mentioned bout you. =)

P/S: Unless you feel uneasy or have the instine that I am talking bout you right now.. then good! If not.. don't bother asking who I am talking about. =D





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I do not know if it was because I did not socialize anymore.. or I am so used being single..

& to this particular friend of mine..

Thou we know once another for a few years.. I am glad that we've been in touch every now and then.. I truly appreciates all your doings..

I know you're a good guy; a good boyfriend.

But, I've not prepared to get hurt again.. no, I am not saying you gonna hurt me.. if you hear this quote before, you know what I mean.. "When a relationship starts, be prepared to get hurt". I do not want to hurt you nor myself.

There is this person still living somewhere around my heart.. I've yet to fully let-go. He still lingers on my mind. The period with him was really short, but before the period with him, the memories of him is really enough for me to remember it still.. be it the good or bad times..

I hope you understand how I feel. Honestly, I wanna give it a try, but I know, I've to let go what is in me first before I can give it a try. As I do not want you to feel insecure or keep guessing around what's on my mind.

Here.. I am not asking you to wait.. but I'll be happier for you if you found someone better.

You're just too good to be true for me.




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Sometimes things get weird; the less you know, the less you hurt.

Sometimes people you trust may deceive you; say stuff that truly affects you, your heart hallow and empty.

Sometimes without any signs, things mess up, leaving you bare.

I tend to get caught up pretty easily, leading to disappointments.

People tell me to trust but every time I do: I regret.

People talk. People stare. People gossip.

All I want is a new start in life...

Move to another continent, forget everyone here.

New beginning, new reputation.

I'm tired of feeling so alone even though I'm surrounded.

& the question is.. can I?




Tuesday, June 16, 2009
11:14:00 PM



I have a lot of imperfections,
but I'll do anything to avoid mistakes.




Sunday, June 7, 2009
8:55:00 PM

I know I've not been active whenever I am online.. that is because I am extremely crazy chasing movies and dramas whenever I am online! *lookaround*

Had been staying at home almost everyday after my work.. the moment I on my desktop, it's checking email, FB-ing a little then I will glue my eyes to the monitor. Extremely crazy! This is so not me, because I dislike watching TV or any show; in the past. *bahs!

.. these are those I've done watching. *crazysmile.

..the movies..



..the dramas..


I do not know why, but I think Gossip Girl Season 1 is better than season 2..


.. have put a lot of weight lately.. because tidbits is my best company when I am watching dramas/movies!

& POKKA PREMIUM MILK TEA IS A TOTAL ADDICT!



Alright, other than putting on weight, I am kinda "well behaved"!

1 - I smoke like less than 10 stick per day. Which is extremely good improvement!
2 - I got to bed before 11.30PM!

Okay, it is nothing big deal to go to bed at 11.30PM every night, but to me, I really think it is a good improvement! Because yours sincerely used to sleep only at 2AM! & believe it or not, I even set alarm at 11PM to "remind" myself that I only left 30MINS to bed. Muahahaha! Extremely silly, I know. (.__.')

I believe there are only two categories of people in this world – the good people and the bad people.

You are either a good person or you are not, there are no in-betweens, there are no grey areas. If the choice is up to you, what would your choice be? Why be nasty, conniving, scheming when you can choose otherwise? Because past experiences (bad ones and good ones alike) have moulded us into such creatures who plot and scheme to survive – it’s urban survivial instincts.

I harbour scheming thoughts in my head sometimes, but most of them never came through anyway. I don't know if I am a good person or a bad person. I thought I knew, but I've grown to realise I don't, not at all.

Why turn me into this person I don't even recognise sometimes? I used to be so pure and innocent, a soul filled with nothing but positive thoughts. Somehow, somewhere along the way, I lost myself and since then, I've never been able to find myself.

Day by day, I feel lonelier and lonelier inside me. No one sees the good in me, no one hears my inner voices, no one cares. They act like they care, they think they are caring. But I don't think so.

Fussing over me is not caring, shouting at me is not caring, buying me things is not caring, ignoring me is not caring, giving in to me all the time is not caring, walking away from me is not caring.

You want to know what then constitutes to being caring?

Listen.

Yes, listen. Hearing me out is caring. Hearing me even when I am not saying a word is caring. Listening is caring.

Have you heard anyone out today? Someone whom you care about?

Why aren't you?




Saturday, June 6, 2009
8:19:00 PM



People think that they can read me like a book..
the truth is ;; they only read what I want them to read.




Thursday, May 28, 2009
5:57:00 PM

I felt so ashamed on myself thou.. I received a number of texts from my friends that I did not contact at all.. I am touched that they still remembers my birthday, even thou we've not been contacting. I was shocked when I woke up in the morning yesterday with 15 missed calls and 10 SMS between 12AM to 1.15AM.

So, yours sincerely turned 22 year old yesterday.



Was feeling a little moody while at work, I guess it's due to my backaches. Got home and napped a little while, while waiting for Sis and Felicia to knock off. Was planning to go TUNG LOK for dinner, but the massive traffic jams.. kinda pull everyone off. I was really hungry by the time everyone was ready, and the final decision was to 399.

I had always love their food, ever since the new renovation was done a few year back. Hahaha. Anyhoos, it doesn't matter where the dinner was held, as long as I get to gather everyone for the dinner. You see, I love family bonding session!

Anyway, it is still a simple celebration =D I guess, I get a little bored to celebrate.. was it because I am getting older? =( Boohoo!

Anyone heard of Pre-paid MasterCard before??

I got shocked when Felicia passed it to me! I even thot it was a fake one.. LOL! It can be used at anywhere, in fact, any other country also can be used! What's the best thing? You can use your favourite photo for the Pre-paid MasterCard in-printed!

And......... Felicia chosen a photo of mine on my desktop... I got freaked out! Because she choose a picture taken back when I am 18 or 19!!!

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I kept questioning her, out of so many recent photos, why choose the one, she said because it can remind me how big my cheeks were at that time!

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this is my Pre-paid MasterCard in-print photo; that she "stole" from my desktop when I am not around!!


*bang wall.

But, I am really surprised with this pre-paid card from her! I do not know such thing do exist, okay!! All I've to do now is to transfer some moolah from my bank to this pre-paid MasterCard, and I am entitled to 15% off from DP, TopShop, TopMan and some other great deals!

& I got totally melted when Ariel said "Happy Birthday, Chio Bu JieJie" to me over the phone!! Urban sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! I even asked her to repeat a few times, so that I get to record it and.. hehehehe... it is now my SMS tone!

Oh, before anyone of you wonders.. yours sincerely is ChioBu JieJie.. while my Sis is AhBui JieJie. LOL!

Alright, it's time for my "Thank you speech" as usual! *grinz.

Thank you Papa for the 5.93grams 916 Gold Anklet.

Thank you Mummy for the AngBao.

Thank you Sis for the LEVI's Spectacle and Cakes (My all time favourite Strawberry shortcake!! And also Bakerzin)

Thank you Bro for the AngBao.

Thank you Felicia for the pre-paid MasterCard.

Thank you Thai Auntie for the AngBao.

Thank you Siling for the dinner treat at Billybombers last Monday.

Thank you BFF for the dinner treat, that she has planned for awhile.. but got to delay for she cannot get any off day.

Thank you .... for the handmade card.

Thank you to my friends who have sent their greetings to me via phone call, SMS, FaceBook, Friendster and MSN!

*ting hugs all of you!




Wednesday, May 27, 2009
3:26:00 PM



Happy 24th Birthday To Samuel~

&

Happy 22nd Birthday to ME!!!




Friday, May 22, 2009
9:17:00 PM

*screams!

She really got a beautiful voice! I got a little shocked that she is soooooo into K-pop for a good 10years! She sings really well, can!!






& this little girl is OMFG cute, can!! I've been viewing this video like more than hundred over times!!!






Oh yes, anyone missed out the THUNDER FROM DOWN UNDER?? Worry not, handsome AhBee will show you a little!!!




4:00:00 PM

Suddenly, my vision super clear, make me damn gao wei! LOL!

& yours sincerely birthday is coming!

Yes, this SUNDAY ; 24th May!

Don't rub your eyes lar.. yes lar.. 24th not 27th.

It's my lunar birthday! 五月初一 *ROFL.

Okay, this also means, I am on fasting!

.. and for a moment, I thot back.. this is the third year I ain't excited and looking forward to my birthday like how I used to be. To me, it's just like any other day.




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Hasn't been meeting any of my friends lately, other than BFF once a week. And I am like sooooooo "out-dated" with oh-so many stuffs! Be it the good or the bad one. Boo-hoo! I miss my darling girls and crappy buddies!

I don't know what's got into me (like again! LOL!) that I so wanna be alone. Alone doing my own stuffs, without any disturbance. All I've been doing so much lately is reading books and watching dramas online and not forgetting with the great company of tidbits! (Now, let's welcome the extra fats back on me!)

I used to dislike life like that, but for now, I rather life like that.

I guess, this is my type of way to "cool down" and re-think what is going on all these while. There's no one to blame. There's nothing to share about. I've been keeping too much to myself. Too much till the extend that, I do not see the need of sharing or to tell anyone (unless I feel like it, like when the kicks came. LOL!).

BFF once said "真正最强的人是那些最弱的人，而最弱的人是那些最强的人"

I finally know what she mean when she told me this quote. How true?

It is hard for me to believe what I do not believe in the past.

I always thot people around me aren't that fake or cruel.. but............... I do not know was it because I am way too kind to people around me, or that I have not see the world fully yet.

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... just as I blog.. I realized that, this entry is getting nowhere.

Duh!

So yeah, have a great weekend, all of you!

=D




Tuesday, May 19, 2009
9:15:00 PM

I am an happy girl today!




Thursday, May 14, 2009
6:51:00 PM

Watched the 3 movies the past few days ago..





... believe it or not, I spent 2 nights finishing CATCH ME NOW.



& I am now on the run with BLACK&WHITE..



.. I super love YING XIONG, can!

WHY IS HE SO HANDSOME, WHY HE IS SO YUMMILICIOUS!!

WHY!!

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;; alright, I know this is so not ME that I've been gluing my eyes to the TV and watching movie every now and then. I don't know what's got into me that, these few day, I rather spent my day staying at home, watching dramas, self pampering myself and blah. I am like oh-so freaking lazy to go out. Yes, the moment I stepped the house from work, I am lazy to go anywhere!



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Oh yes, the other day (great, I forgotten when either. LOL!) went to HOSHI at IMM.. the place had changed so much! Much more nicer comparing to the last time I went over thou.. but their service is oh-so bad! I do not know if it is because we're sited at the 'inner inside' or that their waiters is really slow in serving, I got a little pissed thou, but anyhoos, the food is greeeeeat!

PASTA DE WARAKU at ILUMA.. had the PIZZA SET.. with Hamburger Beef Steak pasta, mushroom soup and salad. I am so in love with their don't-know-what potato!

SUSHI TEI at TAMPINES 1 is gonna be my last time there! Their food sucks so much comparing to VIVO CITY outlet.. and their service is really OMFG! For the first time in my life, I wasted soooooooo much food, leaving 3/4 of every orders!

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Duh.. just by blogging bout some good food I ate lately... kinda makes me hungry now!

Before you people start talking bad about me, like wasn't I am supposed to be on diet and blah... yes, I am on diet still, but that doesn't mean I have to let the good food torture me, right? The food tempt me.. I eat them up, next day, I will sweat/shit them all out! *evil-luff.

Pardon me, there is no photos for any of the good food I ate lately! Because I no longer capture down all the food; since the day I am using Raspberry'Baby.. she has no auto-focus! =( This also explains why yours sincerely hasn't been posting self-pictures! *evil-grins!




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Less than 2 weeks to yours sincerely 22nd birthday.. and I am not even excited at all. Not a single bit. I don't know why either.. =( I guess.... I guess... I guess because I am going to be 22 soon! 22! Age is catching up! -_-"

Where am I celebrating? No celebration! Simple dinner with my family on the day itself; like always! =D Family bonding! AH TING LOVEEEEEEEEE!

Okay, before any of you wanna celebrate for me (LOL! Damn BHB, can! LOL), just to let you know, I do not want to get wasted, I do not want to get drunk at all! There is no such need for any expensive present.. just dinning will do! But must be good food lar! And if you wanna bring me go eat, do not ask me where I want to go, do not ask me to plan or blah.. be sure you have got idea where to bring me go eat! HAHAHAHA!

Okay, perhaps ticket for AIR SUPPLY CONCERT on 19 JUNE???

Worry not, I will not reject ticket like last year again!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

But don't so bird lar.. buy one ticket for myself to go lar. Very lonely, can! LOL!




Monday, May 4, 2009
9:18:00 PM

I need to...........


- Make an appointment with the Doctor for tattoo removal.
(I've got this thot for like the longest period.. even before Fat'Rabbit was adopted, I already had the mindset of leasing the 恨. As day goes by, I really dislike the many pair of eyes from stranger that kept staring at my look-alike birth mark on my right ankle. No, I did not regret adopting Fat'Rabbit.. it is just... hmmm... more to my personal reason.)


- Stop eating junk food and snacks.
(It's been days since I had a proper meal. Yes, a proper one! I had been eating really a lot of snacks and junk food everyday!) 


- Watch my diet.
(Thankfully enough, no weight gained, but the out look of mine look as if I've ballooned! Sadly, the 'white jumper dress' I brought during last year; christmas eve no longer can fit me well! I look as if I am pregnant! I miss the 7-months-slacked-days of mine suddenly. I miss my slim and sharp features. I miss my totally flat stomach. I am also on the veng of making myself angry by looking at the pictures all over again and again x1000!)

 
- Find the time to go for jogging, stairs climb up&down; excises!
(Shut, I I know my laziness took over my "time" most of the time, I really detest the humongous me; like ever!)


- Go BBDC to get it all done.
(It had been dragged for.... okay, since I am 18 year old! Like hello, I am hitting 22 really soon! 4 freaking years! How cool is that? Let's boo-boo for/to me! ;( Thankfully, I've passed BTT. FTB to go before I can sit on the driver sit!)


- Get a new pair of spectacle.
(I doubt my 闪光 increased.)


- Change a new handphone number.
( .. for some personal reason =D Gonna keep it really low. Even thou I've been low-profile these few years.. but the sudden thot of getting a new number really excite me; somehow)


- Clear my wardrobe.
(I noticed that I've a handful of new tops which I did not even wear it and it is left at one coner. I am thankful that Missya (my maid) never say much (but only "haiyo.. why again".)  whenever I search for my top to wear and made a mess with it. Most of the time, she offer to help me look for it. HAHAHA!)


- Clear my cabinet.
(I get really uncomfortable when I saw my skin care products, make up and blahblahblah aren't in the position I placed to. It is always in the mess no matter how arrange it is. *stares at Jiejie!*)